Sunday, August 09, 2009

2 I've(s), 22 I(s), 6 I'm(s), 8 me(s), 3 my(s), 2 myself(s).

I've never been good at this...nope never.
This whole- telling people how you really feel- thing. It's really difficult for me. I prep myself for these huge speeches, these whole emotional,dramatic, honest speeches that I anticipate will just pour out of me. But they never do. It always ends in...mmhmm...yeah....uh....I think that..well..ok....
That's it!
I wouldn't say I'm a pushover...I just can never seem to get it out. If I manage to make two honest points about how I feel- it's miraculous. But those two points are never just it.
It can be about anything....telling someone how I feel about them: good or bad....etc.

What I'm going to do is try a new approach. I'm not sure what it's going to be yet...but I will figure it out!

Anyway, I am craving adventure. I really am. I need to get moving again. I've become such a potato. I'm not a 'couch' potato yet (because I'm rarely on the couch) but I just feel like I'm a potato. A daily dose of excitement is needed in my life. I need something to look forward to.

So after realizing how many times I used (I,me,my, etc) it occured to me, this post is all about me. I guess many of my posts have been....but this one is seriously about me. It doesn't really have anything to do with anyone else, at least not directly!
After analyzing this, it is to be believed that I have successfully focused on myself for once, and understood exactly what I want, and essentially what I need.
Gotta start being truthful. It's necessary. So ask me to tell the truth ok, and let me just tell you everything before I get a chance to breathe and take it all back.

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