If you don't know me by now...

Just one of those questionnaire type thingys...

time started:
11:27

full name:
alanna

nicknames:
ally

birthday:
4.20

where were you born:
ontario

zodiac sign:
taurus/aries

height:
5'3

weight:
oh yeah right

hair color:
brown

eye color:
brown

shoe size:
6

siblings:
2

hobbies:
writing

favorites

color:
red

food:
enchiladas

candy:
jelly beans

type of cheese:
all, except blue cheese.

pizza topping:
cheese, mushrooms, red peppers, green olives

salad dressing:
blueberry (I'm on a new salad dressing-making kick)

sandwich:
grilled cheese or chicken parm

fruit:
pineapple

vegetable:
red pepper

berry:
raspberry

cake:
chocolate

book:
handful of time

movie:
not a clue, there are just way too many favourites

tv show:
csi miami at the moment, two and a half men is pretty awesome...

font:
courier

cartoon character:
Ariel from the Little Mermaid

artist:
Today? Jason Mraz

cd:
oh my gosh... of all time? I couldn't even tell you!

song:
another tough one..."I am the highway"-Audioslave

music group:
today? the Fray

music type:
pop/rock/singer-songwriter/country/jazz

day of the week:
wed

month:
july

season:
summer

holiday:
thanksgiving

number:
24

phrase:
the best way to predict your future is to create it

weather:
hot hot hot and sunny

restaurant:
oh gosh I love so many. la Mexicana on yonge is a fav

house color:
neutrals, greens, greys, blues

sport to watch:
hockey

animal:
dogs and horses

flower:
daisies

board game:
scrabble

story from childhood:
the skiing accident one

have you ever

been on a train:
yes

been on a plane:
yes

caused a car accident:
yes, bad news

run into a wall:
probably

burned a potato chip:
no, do people do that?

almost burned the house down:
nope

been high:
only on tylenol 3 following surgery

been rejected by a crush:
too many times to count

loved:
yes, its amazing

cried over a movie:
of course!

fallen asleep in a movie theater:
never. I'd be so mad at myself

lost a valuable item:
many times

bungee jumped:
yeah

gotten a cavity:
once!

faked sick to get out of school:
ew. gross flashback..yes. I'll tell that story another time.

purchased something that you knew didn't fit:
uh huh. thinking I'd get into it eventually

climbed a tree:
yes

fallen from a tree:
haha yup

broken a bone:
never

sprained anything:
yes

passed out:
many times. I was terrible in gym class

been to disney world:
never wanted to

been to a theme park:
yes

said I love you and meant it:
yeah, best feeling in the world.

past

what did you do yesterday:
I have no idea what I did an hour ago

memory you miss the most:
endless summer days at the cottage

the last

song you heard:
the fray- you found me

thing you said:
goodnight

movie seen in a theater:
changeling

thing you ate:
omelette

person who called:
Ines

nail polish shade worn:
pink

time you showered:
today

person who complimented you:
the guy who interviewed me :)

at this moment

what are you listening to:
silence

what are you wearing:
sweatpants and a huge sweater

what are you thinking:
Oh my gosh, what am I wearing?!

future

occupation:
ruler of the world

marriage site:
That's a good question. I'd be ok with anywhere!

honeymoon:
anywhere my husband wants

place to live:
everywhere!

car:
a flying one

what are you doing tomorrow:
working the red carpet

will there be a wwIII:
hopefully not

will politics ever be truthful:
no

crush

who and when was your first crush?
oh man...some kid named stephen...sk

any now?
yeah but I can't tell you in case he is reading this ;)

who do you want to kiss?
the one I want to be with...or Brad Pitt. Either or I guess.

on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you?
10, if that's the highest.

first thing noticed about the opposite sex?
eyes

what do you look for personality-wise?
honesty

biggest turn on?
confidence

biggest turn off?
cockiness

what do you wear on a coffee date?
depends on how I feel

is it right to flirt if you're taken?
I don't think so

is cyber cheating really cheating?
yes, in my books it is

are eyes the passegeway to the soul?
I definitely think so

do you want to hug somebody right now?
yeah after all these depressing questions I do!

one or the other

coke or pepsi?
coke

sprite or 7-up?
7up

boxers or briefs?
either?

gold or silver?
silver

vanilla or chocolate?
vanilla

flowers or candy?
flowers

glass half empty or half full?
half full

coffee or tea?
coffee

sun or moon?
sun

day or night?
day

hot or cold?
hot

dog or cat?
dog

button or zipper?
zipper

cotton or feather pillow?
feather

blue or purple?
blue

long distance relationship or none?
long distance

that 70's show or simpsons?
70s

romantic comedy or thriller?
rom.com

peanut butter or jelly?
peanut butter, 100%

waffles or pancakes?
pancakes

hat or visor?
hat

movie at home or in theater?
ooh, both!

first thing you think of when you hear

yellow:
sun

red lipstick:
marilyn

socks:
comfy

cowtipping:
jenny

moulin rouge:
great movie

greenland:
green

iceland:
white

harry potter:
elli

red:
me

blackberry:
storm

rose:
beautiful

rooster:
morning

dreams:
my life

love:
amazing

death:
scary

spoons:
round

vitamin:
c

miscellanoues

what color is your jacket?
.....today was black

do you shave?
haha

where?
how rude

what color crayon would you be?
red

what are the last four digits of you phone number?
secret

how long does it take you to shower?
20 mins

is cussing a necessity in life?
nope

how about coffee?
haha no, but it helps sometimes

what something you cant live without?
dreams

can you live without a microwave?
definitely. I'm great with a stovetop!

what do think about death?
its scary

why is the sky blue?
reflects water

what is a good trait about yourself?
honest

what do you always think about?
future

how do you react to change?
very well

what is your opinion on love?
i have a lot to say about love

best thing anyones told you?
they love me

what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot?
thank you

if you wrote a book, what would it be about?
i cant tell u that

what would you change your name to?
haha....Superwoman

longest crush lasted how long?
4 years

time finished?
12:03

Who's guarding the front door?

It's ok, you're gonna mend yourself soon
you've learned your lesson, yeah you learned it good
It's not too late, you know
It's not too late
Just don't you hold your breath again
Or you know you'll suffocate
You're soft as clay, come on get strong
Where's that steel inside? Oh where has it gone?

No more wooden jail cells
Get your guards up, Get your locks on
Start building your walls up
They've been torn down, yeah they're all gone
Feel what you used to feel
Get colder, get smarter
Cuz if you don't you're not gonna survive, no
Things will only get harder
Don't send me all these signals
When my brain's always right from the start
You're shaking now, You're breaking now
But be strong, be strong, my heart

It's alright, you're gonna figure it all out
you've made mistakes, but now you know what hurt's about
It's not too late, you know
It's not too late
Just don't let down your guard again
Don't you overestimate
You're weak as rain, come on get strong
Where's that fire inside? Where has it gone?

I told you I'd get one!

Here it is!

You found me, you found me...

I would like to start off by welcoming King Louis XIV to the family. He is a beautiful little blue beta fish. He is pretty much replacing King Charles who lasted 3 years. King Louis seems to like his new home and I like him here. haha I'm not as lonely! I've been talking the poor guy's fins off all day. I actually went into the pet store to get fish food for my other fish (who are in a seperate tank than Louis), and came out with Louis. I almost came out with a cat....somehow I think Louis was the better choice today. I have too much work to do, there's no way I'd get it done with a new cat in the house. Anyway, that's King Louis.
Next on the talklist is the amount of work I have to do. Technically, I should not be on here...but I can't help it. I haven't been out of the house in days other than to get Louis...I'm starting to go mental. So this is me relaxing. I just finished up an essay yesterday, so that's one thing out of the way. I have two assignments that are supposed to be due tomorrow, but I miraculously got an extension on one of them. The other one I actually have to present....should be interesting. I then have a script that was supposed to be due on Tuesday...but I believe I may be getting an extension on that as well...which would be fantastic. Now that I look at it...I'm doing ok thanks to these extensions! Moving on...
MYSPACE. I went from never being on myspace, to being addicted to it. I love visiting people's myspace pages for their music because downloading is not good...so that's my way of streaming...well anyways...I'm just on it allllll the time now. I revamped it a few days ago and it's pretty cool now, if I do say so myself. Which leads me to my next topic...
song of the week. I heard The Fray on the AMA's the other night and wanted to cry. You Found Me is so absolutely beautiful. Love it.
ahhhh....
What will next year bring? I have high hopes for 2009...
I should get one of those counter things for the new year. I'm gonna do that right now.

love love
x a x

Ch-ch-changes

It was time to renovate. Welcome to a new stage in the life of Ally's Page. Hope you like the blue better than all that pink. I was thinking about how my life has changed over the past couple years, especially since I started posting on here. I realized that I've matured a LOT. It needed to be reflected on here I guess.
Enjoy.
And if you haven't been here before, I guess you have no idea what you were missing. haha.

xo. a.

He was a smart, smart man.

"Once you have tasted flight, you will
forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been,
and there you will always long to return. "

Leonardo da Vinci



I am in a place of happiness. Yet I want so much more. Idea for a song is brewing. Stay tuned.

Tell me what you want me to do

Leaves have fallen off the trees, snow starts to appear.
I'll wait around another season, wishing you were here
People tell me I'm a fool, I should try and forget
But even if I erase my thoughts, you aren't just in my head
My heart's been breaking, soul's been aching, since they had a taste
You're like a drug and now I'm hooked, can't let any of you go to waste
You said your world is about to flip upside down
But mine's been spinning around, around for years

Help me out here
Drowning in this sea of confusion
How did I get here?
I'm lost when I knew my way
I’ll wait here
Cuz maybe you’ll find me
And maybe you’ll need me
And maybe I’ll be what you want me to be

Oasis saves the night...

Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.
Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what's been and gone

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=6QyVil0dwhk&feature=related

What will I do?

Sometimes I feel like I'm walking in the dark. I don't know where I'm going. I try my best to see things clearly, but then I just think....forget it, and walk with my eyes closed.

That's when the trouble starts. You trip, fall, crash, etc. Then you get up and what? Turn around? No, you don't want the darkness and hurt to defeat you... so you keep walking, blindedly. You stare up at the stars but that doesn't help because you start following something you know you are never going to reach. I need to stop walking. Or get a flashlight. Or let someone else lead the way.

scary stuff

I'd give up thousands of kisses to have just one with you.
I'd travel miles and miles just to see you for a second.
I'd smile all day, to get it out of my system
So you wouldn't think I'm crazy for smiling the way I would if I didn't.
I'd wake up from deep sleep just to answer your call
I'd stay up listening to your silence if you said nothing at all.
I'd surprise you when you needed me to
When you cry I'd cry with you
I'd laugh when noone else does
I'd be there when noone else is
I'd try to be the only one you'd ever want
And if you wanted me to
I'd love you.

Insomniac

Secret's out.....but do you really know? Will you ever really know?








Eyes struggling to stay open but my mind is racing.