Go on...

bruised sky
broken veins
bleeding pen
scatterbrained
inching closer
to dropping down
slipping off
slanted ground
twisted words
tainted lies
tarnished vows
swollen eyes
stepping through
broken doors
new found thoughts
of even scores
laughing mouth
lying heart
loving soul
making art

I'm right here

I know
It may be hard for you
To see anything good in the world
Right now
But let the walls down
That are seperating you
from all that you can learn from
from all who want to save you

I'm no hero
Don't have superpowers
Just a girl
Who wants to be there for you
I wanna know
Just what you want to tell me
I want to be the one you run to
Run to me
I will try to make it better
I will try to make things right
I wanna save you, I wanna try
Run to me

May have said things you didn't like
May have done wrong, thinking it was right
But now I just want to be that friend for you
Let me in
I'm knocking
Don't want to push too hard
But don't wanna let you go

Run to Me

This is for you...yeah...You

Just when I think I have it all figured out.

I want to smash my head against the wall. Really. Really. Hard.

I always had this perfect little life plan, ya know?
But one bolt comes undone and the whole freaking ship sinks.
It's seriously a terrible reality; knowing that things aren't going your way.
I'm not a spoiled brat. I just know what I've wanted...always. I have always been determined to get the things I want in life...but now...determination is dwindling and I'm becoming....desperate.
God. What a word. It tells you so much in just 9 little letters.

When am I ever gonna get cut some slack?
I keep hoping it will be tomorrow, and so on and so on...
but that tomorrow never seems to come.

Why are you here reading this?
Do you want to know more about me?
Do you want to just know what I'm thinking about?
Tell me....I want to make your day.

Something New

Sunrise brings a whole new sky
I'm edging on feeling something new inside
Tip around me slowly
Tip around me slow
This whole new sky is ready to unfold

Watch it now
Here it goes
Mind is racing
Heart is pacing
I'm done chasing you

A thousand suns A thousand moons
To learn to let go of you

Here comes the sun
Here comes a brand new life a brand new life for me
There goes the night
No more darkness no, I wanna feel this warmth forever
I've been waiting I've been searching
I feel off the earth a million times
Got back on and slid right off again and again and again
But not this time
Holding on for dear life
Embracing
This beautiful something, this beautiful something new

Let it pull me in and hold me close
Watch me love it, give it only the most
It'll be gentle, cuz it knows it's fragile
That splintered heart of mine
Been struck by lightning, Whipped by hail
Can't take any more fail

A Thousand moons A Thousand suns
To understand you're not the one

Here comes the sun
Here comes a brand new life a brand new life for me
There goes the night
No more darkness no, I wanna feel this warmth forever
I've been waiting I've been searching
I feel off the earth a million times
Got back on and slid right off again and again and again
But not this time
Holding on for dear life
Embracing
This beautiful something, this beautiful something new

One day I woke up and realized Im a lucky girl

This morning I opened my eyes and smiled, despite the amount of pain I was in.
I was living another day, with only very minor injuries.
Last night very easily could be the worst experience of my life.
Unfortunately, I was in a car accident on my way home from school at night.
It was like a movie; dark, raining, sad song playing....bam.
It was my fault, because I lost control of the vehicle, and I feel bad for those involved...but I am so thankful that noone was hurt.
Sometimes when stuff like this happens, it really makes you think about what you've done with your life and what is important to you.
I did a lot of thinking (and resting) today.
Thank God for sending me an angel last night.
Love

Ally

Current Mood: Grateful
Current Song Playing: Jason Mraz- If It Kills Me ------semi-ironic isn't it?

I'm drunk

See the way she walks
Such confidence
Your heart skips a beat when she speaks

She’s got the world in her palms
And she knows it too
She’s doing things that I wish I could do

But I’m too scared
Don’t have enough here left to risk
Loved so hard it made me sick
And I’m slowly gonna walk away from it
I don’t want to face my demons, or let more in
So I guess I’ll let her have you, let her win
Because you don’t deserve to have someone who’s
Scared