my fear of drowning

water gets high
i know i'm gonna drown again
hold my breath and say goodbye
start my countdown from ten

i know i won't be saved this time
just like the times before
so i'll continue on
oh paradigms
Been expecting so much more

this pattern has been set
and it's starting to break me down
always solo in the duet
can't rise from this underground

will you all stare from the sidelines
as i call out for help here
or will someone see the signs
and save me...save me from my fear