done and done

Don’t look back
That’s what they said to do
But when I look ahead
All I can see is you

miss my spot!

so im awake and its 9:22 am! geez, who knew it was possible? haha i was actually forced to get up and take my brother to school. anyways, i miss my own little spot where i usually write. i haven't been there in over a month. it's really starting to get to me actually. i love going there when it's sunny out or just an ok day. but whenever i have free time, it's raining and i can't sit and write on paper in the rain now can i? you are probably thinking of ways to make it work right? yeah well....i'm too lazy to think logically. fact of the matter is i'm not too happy. lately i've just been so tired, frustrated, depressed, lonely, discouraged...i could probably go on forever. how is it that i can offer people good advice and be so optimistic, yet i can't do it myself? gaaaaa. yup that was the sound i just made.. gaaaa. why? im not sure...probably just frustration again.
ok im out, i'll post more later

love that Never was

Missing the love that never was
The love that’ll never be
The one that’s never been
The one away from me
And it hurts to know the truth
Though I knew it all along
Even though it felt right
All the time it was so wrong
And it pains to see you go
And it’s hurts to be alone
But I had to say goodbye…
To the love I’ve never known

Noone likes that girl

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Noone likes a sad girl
So I put on the smile
Paint on the face that will blind them from the tearstains

Noone likes a mad girl
So I’ll turn down my voice
Walk with ease and let everyone know i'm okay

Noone likes a true girl
So I’ll drown out the sounds
Only let in what they want me to hear

Noone likes a lonely girl
So I’ll pick up the phone
Fill my arms with friends I don’t need

Noone likes a raw girl
So I pull together
And sugarcoat the truth that you don’t want to accept

Noone likes a pained girl
So I hide the bruises
And I try to be the strong one


Noone likes that girl
Noone likes a girl
A girl like me

On My Own

Looks like I’ve lost my way
Tripped, fallen and I’ve lost my faith
Looks like I’m here again
The exact same place, will this ever end?
Told myself I’d change somehow
But I guess change is something love won’t allow

Took another risk
Took another hit
Something I can’t fix
I will get over it

I’ll get back up
And move right on
Why waste time
When you know it’s all wrong
Just let it be
Leave it alone
And I’ll stand here stronger,

On my own


So, looks like I’m the fool
Cuz I gave you all I had, my entire world
Threw myself right at your feet
And I guess all I had wasn’t what you need
Deep down though, I knew I’d get burned
But I failed to listen, I still haven’t learned

Where did I go wrong?
What did I do bad?
Was it me all along?

I’ll get back up
And move right on
Why waste time
When you know it’s all wrong
Just let it be
Leave it alone
And I’ll stand here stronger,

On my own



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